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Feb. 8th, 2005 05:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have woken once more. I presume this to be a good thing. (Sleep seems to come only when I take my body to the limits of my physical endurance these days, when I collapse utterly for almost a day at a time. Rather bizarre.)
I'm not sure what to talk about at this early hour. Perhaps something light and cheerful for people to read when they wake up? Perhaps not. It has been pointed out to me that I'm at my worst on Tuesdays, for many reasons. So I'm going to try and ignore how crap I feel today.
I am somewhat better of late. I have people I can talk to if I ever feel particularly bad, and I've managed to keep away from sharp objects quite successfully. That's a definite plus. Now I have some sort of distance from everything that's happening to me, I'm starting to be able to see how it may work out to be for the best in the end. It's still going to take a lot of convincing for me to actually believe that, but I'm getting there.
So I think I'll leave it there, being somewhat updeat, or as close as I ever normally manage to get to it.
I'm not sure what to talk about at this early hour. Perhaps something light and cheerful for people to read when they wake up? Perhaps not. It has been pointed out to me that I'm at my worst on Tuesdays, for many reasons. So I'm going to try and ignore how crap I feel today.
I am somewhat better of late. I have people I can talk to if I ever feel particularly bad, and I've managed to keep away from sharp objects quite successfully. That's a definite plus. Now I have some sort of distance from everything that's happening to me, I'm starting to be able to see how it may work out to be for the best in the end. It's still going to take a lot of convincing for me to actually believe that, but I'm getting there.
So I think I'll leave it there, being somewhat updeat, or as close as I ever normally manage to get to it.